Almost Broken Silent Promise

There's no urge to, but it's still there.

There's no feeling, but it's still there.

Why not?

Not because of a promise that's not really a promise?

Fuck, it's planned out.

The bags are packed and the plane shouldn't be delayed.

That's the chance to finally get something done on the right date.

Go ahead laugh. Laugh at the thoughts that got through.

Don't be silly.

Then again, it's not like anyone would know.

The doors are locked.

The windows are shut with the shudders closed.

Just curious.

No, no, no.

It's just something stupid that's all.
Nothing special.

It could be made special. Right?

It wouldn't be the same.

It would be wrong.

It would become a living lie.

Life's full of them, but somehow it goes on.

Is the decision final?

No?

Really?

Why?

Oh really.

That is a fact for sure.

Who is to blame?

Oh no, more urges?

Silent urges.

It's not right.

It's not left either.

Back away.

Go back to your life.

Forget about it.

Oh no, the thought keeps coming back up doesn't it?

Too many questions?

Yes or no?

No.

Alright.