Standing on my Beat up car

You apparently don't care.
Or maybe we're not trying hard enough to
Understand the situation

Don't try to say anything now
Other than an apology
Nothing else really matters right now
To me

Growing pains? Changes?
Is there a logical reason though sometimes it seems
Voluntary
Everyone else doesn't notice

Another reason I don't know?

Stupid events, why?
How is this happening?
Is it me? Is it you?
Together?