PSSA Free Time

To guard all those
Like we do our fantasies
To scour our hearts
like we do to our dreams
One step is our back flip
Too far gone is the friendship
To pay for love is a disgrace
Many cannot afford in the first place
As the lights reflect
and kinship reject
it seems we're alone
once again, without home
without soul

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I feel her staring at me
Are her eyes capable of witnessing
such a sad dumb sight
with one thing left on his mind?
Can his hair hide every blank detail?
The features of a stone-blooded boy
Who might as well be deaf and blind
He won't listen to even himself
The destruction is countless
His mom wants him out less
She's sitting across the way
Still laughing and looking without a care
I can still feel her eyes as she
Still walks on by,
Her dress a victim to the wind.
Oh what will he say to me?
I meant nothing by his baby.
And then I'm not sure if
she meant anything to me.

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The things I do after I finish the math portion :P