FUCK MY LIFE

a true friend isn't selfish and does keep him home away from other friends
you can't force me to spend time with you.
i see you all the time.
i've grown up deal with it.
in fact, your lack of respect has made me hate you.
So fine.
Fuck you.
It's nice to know you're there.
But I don't care anymore for your sanity.
I hate to see a grown man cry.
Yet, I've done it a thousand times.
No. No. No. NO. NO NONONONONONO'
I HATE YOU

I DONT WANT YOU GONE
I JUST WANT YOU TO RAISE ME RIGHT
OH SORRY IF YOU HAVENT SEEN ME ALL WEEKEND
BUT I ACTUALLY HAVE THINGS TO DO.
I'm not going to let my "friend" determine exactly when I can do things.
So you shove your bullshit rules where the sun don't shine.
my "friendship" with you has cost me my others.
Derrick's disappointed.
Kayla's disappointed. she seems to be all the time in me. to the point of like "fuck you then."

so thanks a lot.
Thanks for the memories.
What goes around comes around.
So i'll probably have a shit life
but i'd rather have a shit life with the ones i love.
i hope you're one of them but don't take me over.

honestly, if i can't do it now,
how can i do it later?